Written on April 16, 2026
Written on April 10, 2026
Today was the final day that I could take it off and I return to work on Monday. I kept hoping that you would contact me and this was not real but it is. I wish that you were here.
Today I am feeling a little bit better but it still comes in waves.
Written on April 9, 2026
I can't believe that we are almost a week since we last did anything for us. I wish that you were here. I wish that I did not have to go through this without you.
Today I did not want to go to work but I finally started to do things around here and make sure that they got cleaned up. The apartment was getting bad.
Written on April 7, 2026
I did not want to go to work again. I just wanted time to think about everything that happen and to process what I went through. This whole grieving process has been hard for me. The nights and the mornings are rough.
Written on April 6, 2026
I can't believe that it's been two days since he passed away. I wish that I could say that I focused on my grief but someone would not let me. I just wish that he was still here with me.
It's getting a little easier but not by much.
Written on April 5, 2026
I woke up around 3am after going to bed around 1am so I only had two hours of sleep. I just can't believe that he is really gone. I kept hoping that he was alive.
I did not really do anything today but laundry.
Written on April 4, 2026
This morning, I got up and got ready for the day. I was going down to Salem and getting him.
I hope that this is the last time that I have to do this because this week suck so bad.
I got down to Salem and then waited for about three hours before heading back home. I had texted and called him to get him to talk to find out what happen. He did not answer the phone or any of my text messages but now I know why around 4:30pm
It turned out that he passed away. I ended up going up to my parents house.
Written on April 20, 2025
This morning, I woke up and got ready to come back home. I worked on Laundry and other chores that needed to be done. I did end up doing a little bit of door dashing until 2:30pm.
I came back home to finish up some more chores. I also worked on catching up the blogs and then returning to do door dashing until 7:30pm.
I still need to watch WrestleMania but that will be a next weekend problem.
Happy Easter
Written on April 15, 2025
This morning, I woke up and got ready for the day. I also prepared my lunch today before leaving at 7am. I got to work around 7:15am and quickly planned my next week's evening to do list.
I clocked into work around 8am and got off around 5pm. I quickly changed my shirt so I would be able to do door dash.
Written on April 29, 2024
This morning, I woke up and started doing laundry. I needed to make sure to schedule the Kaiser payment, but I ended up forgetting to do that.
I needed to change the calendars for both whiteboard and regular calendar. I also needed to change the DVD. I also needed to charge my devices for my work tomorrow.
I will see you tomorrow because I am not sure if I am going to go to work tomorrow.
Written on April 28, 2024
This morning, I woke up with a headache and I thought nothing about it because sometimes that happens when I haven't slept well the night before. I ended up starting to vommit and then I was able to make it home.
My plan is to stay home and just rest. I did end up having to call out of work tomorrow due to this.
I will see you tomorrow.
